Saturday had a long hour mahjong session. Won some money. Regina and Jia He both reached my house at 3.30pm. Jeff joined us at around 7. We finished playing at 3am. They went home by cab.

When i wokeup on suday, i feel so sick and weak. Having body-ache, headache and a bit flu. At 3+, lewis jio mi go eat dinner at amk S11. I agreed with him, maybe i should not, cos i need to rest at home. But promise i liao. I drove to amk. I feel so dizzy when driving. My head was so "heavy" and pain. Once finished dinner, i rushed home fast but carefully cos it was raining quite heavily.

Actually wanna stay back in sch to do java today but i am abit sick. So i ended up going home and visited the doctor. He given mi 1 day MC but i will still go to sch if i am well. Java practical has to be done if not i am dead. hehe.

There are moments in life when you miss someone so much that you just want to pick them from your dreams and hug them for real!

When the door of happiness closes, another opens; but often times we look so long at the closed door that we don't see the one, which has been opened for us.

Don't go for looks; they can deceive. Don't go for wealth; even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile, because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem bright. Find the one that makes your heart smile.

Dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go; be what you want to be, because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you want to do.

May you have enough happiness to make you sweet, enough trials to make you strong, enough sorrow to keep you human and enough hope to make you happy. The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way.

The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past; you can't go forward in life until you let go of your past failures and heartaches.

When you were born, you were crying and everyone around you was smiling. Live your life so at the end, you're the one who is smiling and everyone around you is crying.

Wondering wats life? Wondering why am i in this world? Ppl are borned to suffer. Some living in good environment and some are in suffering stages. Some ppl work hard to achieve their goals and may not gain anything. Some ppl with despise handling earns big stuff and wealth.

Life is filled with lots of failure and success. The taste of failure will result in better success. Its it true? But when lots of failure occured, success seems far. Having confident in life is good. But having fail to do things when confident was there, life is meaningless. We build up confident to work things but when things dun get to our way, the feeling sucks. Sometimes, ppl says "always look on the brighter side". Ya we can... but oftenly, we are lying to ourselves.

Love plays a part in life... Guys who are flirt and dun care have gfs sticking to them. Guys working hard to achieve true love get hurts. why? Having said "nan ren bu huai nu ren bu ai" this sentence really implies. but some may think "wo bu ai ni shui ai ni? wo bu teng ni shui lai guan xi ni"... In the end the good one suffer. Sometimes, we keep things to ourselves and when late night falls in, tears accompany us. anyone knows how we feel? experience it urself...

I look through and experience my life. I hate.. i hate been in this world. Life isnt wat i want, i was borned to be...

Week 11 liao. 7 more weeks to graduation. These few weeks were so tired. Physically and metally tired. Getting more and more blur. Family problem is getting better. Studies? i think i am still slacking. But recently java assignment really have to thank those ppl who help mi esp belinda. I owe u one meal. i will remember. hehe. Give mi some time cos i going bankrupt liao. My brother and Jia Tao birthday coming soon so have to buy present.

I am trying my best to do everything these few months. Some outcome were disappoint and some were good. But mostly...... Haiz. I have a sense tat this is not a good year. Maybe too many things were happening around mi. Sometimes they make me feel so low morale and has no confident on myself. This feeling really sucks!

Recently, my cousin was telling mi to get mature and try to get things settled . I tried, but facing diff ppl they have diff thinking. She told mi to be mature in relationship things cos nowadays gers like mature guys. Izz so? Dun gers get piss off? Haiz. I am really in doubt. Should i change myself? If i hehe haha with the ger, i am afraid tat we will end up good friends. How how?!?!?!?

Finally passed my NAFA test. Got a silver for it. I should consider myself very lucky. i finished my 2.4km run at 1230 min and the passing time is 1220. They let mi siam. haha. So now i can spend 2 more mths b4 going BMT liao.