sometimes i am abit confuse on myself. i dun even know wat i am thinking. can someone come to mi and give mi a hard slap?
last nite, i realised i am single for 4 years. 4 years!! time really flies. these 4 years trying to achieve a partner for myself. but fail at times. i think my best friend like geannie and some better friends know mi well. esp geannie. u know who i love most these years. i think no one else can replace her since year 2001. till now, i am very fond of her. respect her, care for her and even wish to be together one day.
well, i wish to forget. but its really very hard for mi. my heart had leave a permanent place for her. i fall and i stand. i try building up confidents at times. my loyalty and faithful to her nv ends. i couldn say i will not fall for other gers. everyone does has someone he/she like most. for mi she is the one.
yah, i maybe flirting with gers and bio char bo. after one day, she remains. be true, if i am sianing any ger at the moment, i will give her my love for sure but the unforgetable memories are always in my mind.
i really love her so much till i hope one day she would give mi a chance. many months ago she had mention we are not very possible. to me nothing is possible. i cant prove 100% happiness but i am assure i will love and treasure her more than anyone. yah action speak more than words. i hope mircale would happen and let mi prove it to her. sad. :(
i am not typing these for sympathy jus my feelings these years. sometimes i really pray hard god really bring us together. let mi be the one to be with her. share her burden and bring us to happiness one day.
