now in office.. today cover PA to Dir. Not the Dir ok? haha. Dir is on leave. so my life is abit slacking. not abit. its a full-slacking day.

having a bad cough now. oh man my lungs are throwing out. i think tml must see doc. perhaps if i am lucky, tml mc? hiak hiak hiak

saturday went charmaine 21st birthday. her mum's cook was delicious. it was like cathering stuff but in fact is home-cooked. i got myself 4 rounds of food. damn hungry. played 1 round of mahjong and thanks for charmaine!!! she nv bring dice! we have to name out a num and get started. charmaine i bai u man~~!!! left her chalet at abt 230am++. i was so tired when i was driving. reached home at abt 3.30am. had a quick bath, chatted with lewis and went to bed.

sunday woke up at 4pm. i know its damn late. but i am really very tired. had my breaunch (breakfast cum lunch). played my ps2 till late evening and went to get food again. slept abt 1230am and couldn't have a good sleep last nite. my cough is going bad to worse.

15mins to knock off. final countdown..

ok fuck up feelings... sian ar!!

Thanks AD for ur delicious dinner.

The bufflet dinner was held at Royal Loyal at Scotts.

This dinner was for the farewell of ASP Tian Yeow, SC/Sgt Gary (my senior), promption of my senior officers (DSP Loh Jee Cheong, ASP Lim Hong Ling, ASP Choy Chan Hoe and SSSgt Lee Choi Choi) and a birthday celebration for ASP Lim Hong Ling.

Tml is thursday. 2 more days to weekend. Cheers~!

Friday - was a tiring day, went zouk cos Fairuz had jio many times. this time must give face. 3+ reached home and fall asleep after my cooling bath.

Saturday - played my ps2 and went to bed during evening. 8+ watch FA cup, ManUtd vs Arsenal. Lewis came to my house at abt 10.30. the match ended at abt 1am. went amk s11 for supper. reach home at abt 4am.

Sunday - went bugis with lewis. watched star wars. not bad movie.. after movie, we looked for food at bugis juction. initial plan was sakae sushi but ended up in v8 restaurant. after dinner, followed lewis to shop for clothings. and same thing he nv buy anything... searched for charamine's birthday present. bought a swatch watch. not bad design with good function. headed forward orchard to shop and at the same time find friend but shop closed. we are late. wondering around and found taka's coffee club. had a drink and the soft shell crab is FANTASTIC!! wwooo~~ ok headed home after 11pm..

woossshhh... today siam an operation cos tml got a meeting. this also save mi from going back this saturday morning.. tml going zouk.. yeah..

today was very tired.. as always. last nite slept at 1am and today 630 have to wake up loh. tml is friday!! long weekends is around AND I HOPE my sir dun interrupt my holidays!

cheers..

was so tired and have nothing to do in office. MMP was cancelled. decided to take half day leave.

went bugis makan. headed home after our lunch. sleep at home.

feeling tired.. thinking of coming long weekends. wahaha...

Sound christian but i have not.. haha

The most destructive habit.... Worry
The greatest joy.... Giving
The greatest loss.... Loss of self-respect
The most satisfying work.... Helping others
The ugliest personality trait.... Selfishness
The most endangered species.... Dedicated leaders
Our greatest natural resource.... Our youth
The greatest "shot in the arm".... Encouragement
The greatest problem to overcome.... Fear
The most effictive sleeping pill.. Peace of mind
The most crippling failure disease.... Excuses
The most powerful force in life.... Love
The most dangerous pariah.... A gossiper
The world is most incredible computer.... The brain
The worst thing to be without.... Hope
The deadliest weapon.... The tongue
The two most power-filled words.. "I Can"
The greatest assest.... Faith
The most worthless emotion.... Self-pity
The most beautiful attire.... Smile
The most prized possession.... Integrity
The most powerful channel of communication... Pray
The most contagious spirit.... Enthusiasm
The most important thing in life.... God

Raymond...

its time for u to wake up.
its time to carry on with normal life.
its time to give up.
its time not to force urself.
and its time for u to FO..

leave everything behind and lead a happy u..

Rgds,
Angel Zhang Ming de

Raymond...

y u wanna give up?
y u wanna lost someone u like when she might be getting hurt one day?
y u dun wanna contiune chasing though u still like her?
y u lie urself?
and u told urself u can do anything for love but now?

get wat u wan and treasure it with happiness in the future..

Rgds,
Devil Zhang Ming De

Happy Mother's Day..
Simply no mood..
Wat should i do..

Makes you think...you never know what the other person is thinking... speak your mind.. KEEP IT REAL....

BOY: I saw her today
GIRL: I saw him today

BOY: It seems like its been forever
GIRL: I wonder if he still cares

BOY: She looks better than before
GIRL: I couldn't stop staring at him

BOY: I asked her how things were going
GIRL: I asked about his new girlfriend

BOY: I'd choose her over any girl im with
GIRL: He's probably really happy right now

BOY: I couldnt look at her without starting to cry
GIRL: He couldnt even look at me

BOY: I told her I miss her
GIRL: He doesnt mean it

BOY: I meant it
GIRL: He didnt mean it

BOY: I love her
GIRL: He loves his new girlfriend

BOY: I held her for the last time
GIRL: He gave me a friendly hug

BOY: Then I went home and cried
GIRL: Then I went home and cried

BOY: I lost her
GIRL: I still love him

at this very minute..

someone is thinking of you...
someone cares about you...
someone misses you...
someone wants to hold your hand...
someone wants you to be happy...
someone wants to hug you...
someone will do anything for you...
someone needs to know your love is unconditional...
someone wants to tell you how much he cares...
someone wants to stay up watching movies with you...
someone wants to hold you in his arms...
someone wants to see you...
someone wants to be your lover...
someone loves you for who you are...
someone loves the way you make him feel...
someone wants to be with you...
someone wants you to know he is there for you...
someone is glad that you're his friend...
someone is wishing you would notice him...
someone wants to get to know you better...
someone loves you...

Nowadays, these posts express my feelings.. I am shattered~!

Guy's thought and here they go...

When a GUY is quiet and is alone,
He's is thinking how good you're, Miss you!!!

When a GUY is lying on his bed,
He is thinking deeply why he loves you.

When a GUY looks at you in your eyes,
He wants to tell you how much he loves you and how important you're.

When a GUY answers "I'm Fine" after awhile,
He is not and feels hurts.

When a GUY keep asking you the same question,
He is wondering why you are lying.

When a GUY hugs you while sleeping,
He is wishing that you belongs to him forever.

When a GUY calls you everyday,
He Miss You and wants your attention.

When a GUY wants to see you everyday,
He cares for you and want to know how are you today.

When a GUY sms's u everyday,
He wants you to know he is fine.

When a GUY says I love you,
He really means it.

When a GUY says that he can't livewithout you,
He has made up his mind that you are his future wife.

When a GUY says "I Miss You",
He wants to see you immeditely.

I will keep this mentos to its expiry date.. waiting for u to finish it..
 

Missing u....

Have u ever missed someone and felt terrible because u think tat she doesn't miss u?

Missing someone is a terrible but at the same time, Its such a SWEET feeling.

U will be sitting around wondering if u meant anything to her.

Thinking if she ever cares about u.

Rushing to the phone once it rings hoping that it's her.

Looking out of the window hoping that she will surprise u by appearing downstairs.

Sitting in front of the television but thinking of her, missing the final episode of your favourite show.

Laying on your bed, thinking of the last time u were out together.

Thinking of how nice it will be to sit under the stars again, talking about everything, your dreams, plans, future.

Logging on to the MSN hoping to see her online.

When u realise that she isn't online and did not return your call or sms, u will start worrying if she is okay.

Missing someone is a way of growing up i guess.It exposes u to loneliness.

It teaches u how to cope with being lonely and let u know that there is actually a feeling known as emptiness.

Sometimes it feels good to miss someone. U know that u really care and u indulge in the feeling of loving or caring for her.

But missing someone and not knowing if she is feeling the same is terrible. U feel as if u are being left alone.

So if u miss someone, tell her and let them know. At the same time, ask if they miss u. Although the answer might be NEGATIVE.

Don't let the feeling of missing someone become jealousy or paranoia. If u are the one being missed and u know it, let the other party know.