bought 3 more discus from yishun yesterday.. total of $34 dollars.


huat ar!


full view

since i had taken some pics of my fishes, i had yet to take my new desktop.. here it goes.


"sporty look and neon light"

it was 3am now. i am tired and i was in bed.. i coundnt sleep as there are lots of anger, unwillingness and doubts in my mind. decided to throw my anger here..

things happened recently and all in all, i feel so fxxk up on some of my friends. really pissed.

incident 1
(she 1) informed mi that we shall meet up on a thursday or friday and will be informed via sms. i agreed with the day as i am on my off. i pushed all dates and hope to meet up my this long time friend. wed nite still no soul so i called her.. she informed that she might not be free and will sms mi later.. ok fine i waited while i was on my night shift. no sms till thursday evening and was told to sms mi at a later time. i waited again.. no soul and nothing.... i take the initiative to sms her.. she informed that she is not free on friday and we shall meet up next week. till now.. nothing from her.. fine!!!

incident 2
(he 1) told mi on a thursday nite... "i will take leave on ur birthday eve and we shall go out for lunch as i am having study at night".. i was so touched with what he had said. sunday nite i called him.. where shall we meet up for lunch.. to my GREAT surprise... "tml i working eat wat lunch" u know how i feel?! he added we shall go out on the coming weekends for a belated treat. nothing nothing!!! i am not complaining becos of the treat but the principle and the trust btw us.. he had disappointed me..

incident 3
(she 2) informed me that she would like to meet mi for movie and return my manutd jersey on my 2nd off day. we confirmed our timing at 3pm. before the date, i called her at night. she informed that we shall meet up at 12noon. i agreed and woke up early the next day. i called and sms her at abt 1045.. no reply. finally she got her ass up to her phone and that was around 1130.. sms showed "i am still sleeping.. shall meet at 3. will call u when i am awake.. " ok i waited. its 2.30pm and she finally called. at this time, i am really du lan cos i waited long hrs... i called off the date. feel like been played around.

i am not asking much but jus a small little gathering or tea break btw us. why is it so difficult for any of u to make it? why am i always the one who approached? why... i fxxking hate ppl puttting of planes. i treasure the times so i bother all these.. am i correct to say ppl dun give a damn?

i am damn fxxk up and i feel like shouting out!!!! pui!

IMF deploment is finally over. was a busy yesterday and well done officers. i am tired after the 4 straight days of duties. need to relax soon..

its another day. i am bored.. damn bored!!!! woke up, do my stuff and.... sleep again..

woke up in the late evening and went for a jog... starring at the com again.. haven have my dinner and is lonely at home.

its terrible!!! arghhh sian!!

i should be on night shift but was given advance off. from 15th 06 to 18th 06, i will be deployed for IMF duties. its got to be a tiring 4 days.

long hrs of gaming at my com resulted my neck strain and it is painful. as it is an old injury, i need to take very good care of it once again.

i am so so so surprise that i found my old time friend Ms Winnie. we lost contact when she was 16. 7 years later, i found her in friendster. i had been looking for her since a few yrs back but counldnt find her. catch up with her soon..

see yah.

i am damn pek cek.. really.

as i always mentioned. i treasure friendship.. and i used to give in. now, i am so tulan when friends do not give a fxxk. i steady enough but u?

sometimes, no matter how busy or tired i am, when friends are in doubt or need a listening ear, i will help them. but when i am in trouble, i called them, respond is "i am tired and i wanna sleep" u can imagine how i feel. wahh i feel like slapping myself for doing good at the initial stage.

those who know me well should know.. i hate dates to be cancelled esp when we are able to make it and.... till last min; actually i dun mind accepting valid reasons but this kind of reason.. "i meeting friends, cannot make it?".. knn i not ur friend ar?

replying of sms?~
sending out sms which require an ans.. i can wait for 24hrs and the reply sms bounce back. wtf.. wat make it so difficult to reply a simple sms? or a sms costing $0.05 is expensive to u? i really dun know..

i should look at things in diff way now. i had given my respect if u dun, FO~!!

its my 24th birthday. woo hoo~!

met up yee ling, wei dong and yong zhi for dinner at cine yesterday. celebrating zhi belated and raymond's advance birthday. had a berry delicious and messy dinner. thanks yee ling for the treat.

today, morning shift~~. well, i have to drag my foot to work. was surprise that my team mates brought mi a cake. during briefing, the cake was took out. they sung mi birthday song and of cos, i made 3 wishes. after briefing, SABO RAYMOND TIME!!!.. chocolate cream and cakes were all on my face. my god.. after washing up, i still smell the creamy taste on my face. errkk..

got off work early. thought of meeting some friends for dinner. but all engage. haiz.. headed home and makan at home. lottery draw!! 8004!!!! must buy must buy. i bought 5 big 5 small. tml lets HUAT AR!!! haha. anyway, was surprise that my mum came knocking at my door while i was surfing net. she passed mi an ang bao. wahaha.. earn earn~!

last but not least.. a million thanks to those who had sent their greetings to me.. well if u have not do so, u have 1 hr more. quick sms to 97299515. each sms is only $0.05!! quick!!!